Hey there. It’s me, Anne. Today I’m gonna tell you a story & it’s definitely not a love story.
Once upon a time, there was a wandering heart & a little princess. They both weren’t sure about what they needed in life.
One day, the heart decided to begin its very own journey to find happiness. It went on so many different paths & met so many new hearts. And it started to realize something has changed inside it. For the first time, it knew about feelings & emotions. Sometimes the little heart beat so fast that it could explode into thousands & thousands & thousands of pieces. Sometimes it went silent as if it wasn’t there. It felt as if nothing had ever been there at all. Sometimes it felt so weak that it could melt into thousands & thousands & thousands of molecules. Sometimes it wished it wouldn’t feel anything anymore. Sometimes it felt so lonely among other beating hearts. Sometimes it wished it hadn’t started this journey. The poor little heart just wanted to be happy but the only thing it learned so far was unhappiness.
‘Come home & you will be safe.‘
The little princess whispered to the miserable little heart.
‘Come home & I’ll protect you from those feelings.
I’ll protect us from any kind of feelings in this world.‘
Out there, in a tiny little castle, there was a little princess who once dreamt of her little prince. Every night, she looked out of her window & smiled thinking about the day when she finally met him. The love of her life. The one. She waited & waited for him in her little castle but no one has ever come to take her away. So the little princess decided to begin her very own journey to find true love. Just like the little heart, she also started to realize many changes inside her. One day, she felt so many butterflies flying in her little tummy. The other day, she felt so blue. As if she’s living in a very blue world with so many blue butterflies. Sometimes she thought she was happy. But most of the time, her heart told her that she was not fully & truly happy yet. Sometimes she felt happy exploring the world & meeting new people with many new beating hearts. But the other time, her heart told her that it’s tired & wanted to go home.
‘At least we can live in between happiness and unhappiness.‘
One day, the little princess decides to stop being a princess. Maybe she should become an ordinary girl with an ordinary heart so she will only feel ordinary pains. Maybe she should ordinarily love an ordinary boy who will also give her an ordinary love that will never end.
Or maybe it will ordinarily end someday.
‘Who cares…‘
